Money Blues and 4.44pm

 Would you believe, im kicking my self out of the Blues, and finishing off the Tuesday, productive by some. lol Maybe, 

Thinking how have i got my self into these spots.

A daughter with heart issue, with every mood under the sun. Im yet to truly have a rip roaring argument with her yet.

But its all her her her. Everything promised and nothing gained. Except so much guilt, debt. ///////////you would of thought i would of learnt by now.

*hey mum you need to tell me when you go out* then she takes off, leaving me the responsibility of her pets and items.

Its made me regret the move, even with all the previous houses moisture issues. 

Would you believe im still down sizing, except for the weight gain and the handshakes and the achalasia and chronic pain.(please see previous post) that you are judged on size. Not that it could be the cause of all your problems, AND i say could be. Considering daughter never had a problem previous to her stomach surgery.

Im ramblin, I know BUT ggeeesss, stress puts my weight on, not walking, cause of back issues, from neck to butt, arnt helping. Chronic cough stops you socializing and talking, and all i do is talk about my medical stuff that folks are over me.

Thats why the blues hung on. One step at a time, and a boot up the medical folk.

You havent laid me flat yet.